God, AIDS, Africa & HOPE

Reflections / Gedanken

18.01.2010 Back to work…

Who does not know the feeling at the end of a holiday to be thorn between liking to stay a bit longer but also the curiosity to get home and back to the daily routine of working, eating, sleeping and dreaming of the next holidays.
And I think I have enough to be excited about when coming home: HOPE Cape Town will get new offices under the wings of pharmacology and I will have my office there, much better than working from home. “Going to work” has its merit – coming home as well – combining both one sometimes does not know when one is at work or at leisure.

Travel to the 2nd ecumenical church days in Munich, Rome, several invitations to talks, working meetings with Joachim Franz and his team (www.wae.de), the Ball of HOPE, the HOPE Gala Dresden, the “Berliner AIDS Gala”, Blankenese and the Walzertal, the World AIDS Conference and not to forget the Soccer World Cup in South Africa are waiting – for latter I applied to be a volunteer and will have an interview coming week. Exciting times – and of course some holidays in between.
The 10th anniversary of the Southern African – German Chamber of Commerce in February is not forgotten on this list – as well as all the promised visits to each and every township clinic to visit all our HOPE Community Health Workers at their working place. Developing new projects and continuing the already running work of HOPE Cape Town has also its merits on the scale of excitement.

So yes, it is time to come home and to get going again and to see, how I can live in my new role as “present of faith”.
A new bishop in Cape Town, the work with POZ, the working group dealing with HIV positive clergy – also on this side is a lot to come. And I already agreed to supply in quite some parishes which means to get more insight and learn more about life in the different societies of Greater Cape Town.

Well, what can I say: Cape Town, I am coming..:-))

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17.01.2010 “Allah” = God?

Yesterday evening I watched a discussion on Asia News about the question, whether the word “Allah” may only be used by Moslems and not by Christian believers and others. In the studio a politician of an opposition Moslem party, a liberal Moslem woman and the representative of an Moslem Youth organisation which leads the protests against the use of the word “Allah” by non-believers.

One has to know as a background, that all Malay people in Malaysia have to be Moslems, so faith is bound to race in this country and the since more than 40 years leading party advocates this. One also has to know that the word “Allah” is used as the word for God since a long time without any problems. The word “Allah” exists before the Moslem faith was founded and means only “God”.

Listening into the conversation I have to say, that if someone would be cynical, he would have said that the arguments of the representative of the youth were pure rubbish – there were no arguments besides a Fatwa ruling from an organisation, which seems to be at best dubious. Otherwise no argument – pure racism and ignorance as well as intolerance came out of this persons mouth.
As I don’t want to be cynical, I think one has to say, it was an example per excellence to show, how faith can turn into an ideology. An ideology one blindly follows even if the there is no logical reason for it. This is indeed very dangerous – and the petrol attacks on churches in Malaysia have shown that this ideology don’t care about lives when it comes to push through their blind thinking.

I admired the two other partners in this discussion, who tried to bring some seriousness into the debate. No chance – ideology is blind to all arguments, but as they both have been Malay and Moslems, they had to put a brave face to it.

Turning faith into ideology is the temptation of every religion and we as Christians are also not free from it. Surfing some so-called “catholic websites” there is no difference between this Moslem youngster and those publishing the aforesaid websites along a line of ideology, which contributes the devil to everything, which is different from their strict believe system. To confuse ideology with faith is indeed a temptation of this time – as many feel, the well-known basics of life disappear and instead of asking, what this means for our religion, they cling to the old and known one and so turn faith into ideology.

This can be dangerous because it suddenly brings a black and white scheme into our world which does only exists in the minds of people. This world is not black and white, was never black and white and will never be black and white. Religion has always to do with all the grey areas – and it has also always to do with translating the core elements of faith into the language of today. People must understand what they believe in – there is no magic in turning back, in creating barriers in who is belonging to God’s flock or not.

There is also no merit in telling people what words to use, or to tell them, whom to worship and how to worship. Faith is always also an individual story between God and the single person – it is an intimate story – a personal story. And only those, who have understood this, who are knowing that they are indeed also in search of God, can show humility and tolerance towards others.

All would not be so difficult, when ideology, blind ideology turns people into crusaders who ignore the personal relationship of somebody with God. Often force is used to bring another person into a system of believe he or she likes it or not. And this force does not has to be a corporal one – there are so many ways to force and manipulate somebody against his will.

The danger faced by all world religions is that they want to survive as an organisation – and that the temptation is there to prove this with “the will of God” or the will of the founder figure. I am convinced that believer of all faiths have to be aware of this and that is indeed our duty to resist such temptations. God is always bigger than what we can comprehend as humans, and for this little bit of openness which we can find in any religion we have to stand in, again and again.

For Malaysia I hope that race will be separate from religion and that reason wins over the hearts and minds of the people there. For us in the rest of the world it is again a lesson to be aware, how fast it can happen that faith can serve an ideology  or turn into an ideology which blinds people.

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16.01.2010 Ode an … BKK :-)

My holidays are coming to an end – and once again I feel sad to leave Thailand – and sometimes I ask myself why I am so fond of this country and especially of Bangkok, the capital.

Maybe because Bangkok is in so many ways a symbol for me: an unbelievable moloch which can swallow you without warning. Bangkok is crazy, mad, silent, noisy, dirty, clean – there is surely no characteristic not found in this city.
Thai smiles – I love them and have learned in many years, that one smile can have so many meanings – what seems to be the same is in reality so divers, so full of different reasons behind one expression. A welcome smile, a loving smile, a killer smile, a sorry smile – it is not easy at first to read it correctly.
Bangkok is for me a city which is always different as it seems, one can never believe, what one sees, because there is always a surprise behind the corner. My Thai friends are incredible loving, chaotic, charming, unorganised, full of surprises as well.
Nothing seems to be impossible in this city – it is the master city of deception, of illusion, of anything you can think about.
It is a marriage between blank modernism and the believes of the ancestors. Worshipping the old deities and the modern times – making the best out of a day, sanook, filing the disaster for tomorrow to enjoy today.

Bangkok is a city to learn about life, about love, about fantasy, about death, about karma, about compassion – you name it – and you will find it.

Is Bangkok perfect? Nope, not at all – and in this perfect imperfection lies the miracle and the fasination of the city of the angel. Maybe that is the real reason for feeling home: city of the angel – I never though about it… :-)))))))

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05.01.2010 Holiday blues…

Staying on holiday so far away from home has two disadvantages: The first is that people forget that there is indeed a time difference and that phoning me in the evening means waking me up after midnight. Well, one might say, that one could simply switch off the cell during night – and yes, that’s right. But – and this is the second disadvantage: climax points of disasters and worries happening normally especially, when one is far away – so one is needed the most, when one is far away… Or is that only my fantasy?? 🙂

Nevertheless, Bangkok is starting to fill up again with people and cars and noise; normal life has come back to the city of angels. And checking the news I see our president dancing the Zulu wedding dance in full leopard outfit – his third wife, not to count the divorced one and the deceased one – and it is mentioned that he is already engaged with future wife number four. And it comes to my mind what that all means to fidelity in marriage – and the concept of marriage as we Catholics have. Not to mention that his now third wife has already three kids – so sexuality must have been practiced before marriage. Which is obvious for most Africans, as after paying the lobola the couple is allowed to engage in sexual activities before the wedding ceremony – old African traditions – once again – what does this mean to the more Eurocentric view of Catholicism which puts sex only into the marriage.

Here in Bangkok I am reading in the moment a book about katoeys – the third gender in Thailand – and once again I asked myself, what does the existence of such a third gender mean in the framework of Catholic moral theology.

So not, only sleepless nights, but also so many questions and so little answer…  And all this has indeed also to do with the topic of HIV and AIDS and how we approach it.. Well, I still have more than a week time to find some…  🙂

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02.01.2010 Afterthoughts..

The first decade of the new century or better millenium is gone – and when people had dreams about things going better in this world after the cold war ended – we all have been dead wrong. Civil wars continue – the conflict between Israel and the Palestinians reached a new sort of brutality and we saw war crimes on both sides of the fence. 9/11 marked an area of confusion about we really can declare a “war of terror” – President Bush and his alike introduced torture again as a means of interrogation in a democracy – an unlawful war in Iraq produced chaos and a killing spree and the war in Afghanistan is also not what we have been promised.

Bankers have nothing learned out of the credit crunch and the financial turmoil and politics tried to gain upper hand – without a lot of success – we are drifting into the next turmoil for sure. Sarkozy in Paris, Berlusconi in Italy – the sort of politicians we get are at least questionable in my view. Copenhagen was a disaster – and the EU is growing in a way which might not be practical on a long-term run. Meanwhile we have to fight for our civil rights in Europe which seems to be taken away step by step. We urgently need a discussion on what is the purpose of a state.

Our church also did not show itself from the best side – children abuse was and is a big topic and Pope Benedict XVI also did not miss out some deeds of irritation be it his lecture in Regensburg, his like for the old traditions in liturgy and other matters as well his approach towards the Pius-Brotherhood.

My personal way was in the last year also in turmoil. Ignorance, jealousy, breach of promise and the likes should not be part of the principles for action within the church.  But staffing policy is not easy and not every department head and desk officer has the skills for human resource management or interpersonal skills. The virtue of dealing with criticism is also not that often found in the culture of the church. But I can say that I am not bitter and I am happy that I have overcome this testing of my vocation – it was at breaking point.

All this does not sound very exciting – but as so often: there are thousands of events, encounters, moments of joy, happiness, fulfillment – and all those moments give a good balance and a solid base to go into the new decade, even in my personal life with the resolution to remain a human and to “fight” for a human world – into a God made himself a human being, as we Christians believe.

My belief that at the end, it will all come together despite all human attempts to derail the lives of human fellows – and I am sure there will be a justice in a way at the end of our life, which is perfect but so different from what we call justice with our little human mind. I am looking forward to whatever is left from my personal life and to try to live it to the fullest.

Everybody who was with me, supported me, showed me his/her love, affection, trusted that I can assist him/her, prayed for me, just was part of my life: Thanks you and thank God for you!!

Happy New Year 🙂

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